I’ve spent the last 2 weeks laid up in hospital/on bed rest, I’m 3 days into my first week back at work and today I feel pants.
I’m not sure if its the lovey dovey rubbish that’s being shoved down everyones throats at this time of year, or if its just one of those days. Work is so busy, I’ve so much to catch up on so I’ve been in the office a lot longer than I should have been, and not reaping any kind of reward, financial or otherwise for my time, I’m just about to log on at home to carry on working, and I’ll probably be working well into the night to make tomorrow a tad more bearable.
Its times like this that I wish I had someone, just to unconditionally support me. I’m so fine with being on my own, most of the time, but every now and again, its tiresome and boring. If I was with someone, I’d want to be able to make plans, something to look forward to, something I could focus on while at work to get me through. I like a schedule, so saying on this date we’ll go to London, wrap up warm and ride the open top tourist bus with a coffee and a cake, all snuggled up to each other, would just make my year.
Actually, that’d be the perfect day for me.
Tomorrow, I have no doubt that I’ll be back to normal and continue rolling my eyes at the loved up couples causing a spectacle of themselves.
I know normally my posts are a bit more lighthearted, but I thought it would be prudent to show that I’m not always able to see the best parts of things all the time, although I do try, sometimes a bit of negativity is bound to slip out. I think its actually a good thing, because then when you start to see the positives, you appreciate them more.
Anyway, that’s all from me today. I promise to be a bit more positive next time!
Single in South Essex